i dunno if im happy to be back in uni or not. Im back in halls living with a good group of people but my two best mates are still in town. Its expanding my friendship group and what not, but im afraid i wont get to see them as much as id like.

if got back today and ive already had an email off my tutor lecturing me about how important this term is. as if i didn't know like!!

Im not gonna be seeing anyone from home for like 2 months. im really gonna miss daniel, i already am if im honest. I have never been sooooo reluctant to say bye to him. im sad when i go back to uni and things but the thought of not seeing him til christmas was wayyyyyy too much. i may be sounding a bit dramatic but after 4 years of being together i think im allowed to be lol. i dont want us to drift apart cos ive got to concentrate on work. Any suggestions how i can balance the two ohh and also see my friends??? life is full of sucky choices! i think i should have that on my gravestone lol

things might seem different when i start work on monday

Here's to the last year of my tax dodging

Hello!
Summer is only around the corner for me. 3 weeks and i'll be home for 3 months. I cant wait! Ive been well stressed out in uni with everything going pear shaped in the friends department. Nat is still not talking to chris which is making difficult for me and polly, but if i was in nats position i'd be like her too.
My legs have gone crazy today :( I really need to get them sorted otherwise i'll be spending the summer (once again) wearing tights and trousers :( and this year i really cant because of Italy. Everyone is giving me advice on them and i would really like it if people have suggestions to calm itchy legs down?? lol! I cant see the doctor and its not an emergency so im gonna have grin and bare it! Ive bought an epilator but i dunno if thats gonna help??? I think shaving isnt helping the skin so its prolly best i give epilating a go. Waxing doesn't help. I tried it on a patch of skin and it ended up looking dry and blotchy. When my legs are dry it still shows up today.
Im looking forward to this summer. Havent done so for 2 years :) Kirstys bday is first big event and we're off to bogiez!!!
Then i have my bday and im having a bbq/party down kirstys :) ta kirst!! Really i just wana chill out with my friends so it should be good liech!
Ohh also its becca's bday and daniels 21st. Dunno what he's gonna do but he'll be an adult then scary stuff lol
Its my brothers wedding in August and then im seeing david tennant in Hamlet.
Need to find a job too for the summer, but i dunno where will have me. Cosi is a last resort lol!!

Some people are just so disappointing. They big themselves up and seem like they are the sort of person you should be friends with, but that isn't the case. When it comes down to it, they'll disappoint you over and over again!

I should be doing revision, but the internet is obviously more interesting! Im missing home already. In one week aber has already offered what it has to offer and i'm bored once again! I love it here. I love the course, but there's nothing to do when there's no lectures. The only thing to do is to drink and i haven't the stamina or the money to do that every day! After my exam on monday i'm doing nothing for 2 weeks YAY!!........ Ive decided tho to go to newport to see the boy and then come home for the weekend and see kirsty!!!! My true number one!!! and my true love! I miss her so much already. gayyynesss!!

anyway back to revision!!! fun fun....

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got a job at last! been there a week and its cool. the early mornings are not tho! but the pay is fab!!!!! i'm gonna be earning over a 1000 squid while i'm there WHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! kitchen work isn't soo bad but i end up getting cuts all over my arms. nearly slit my wrist with a tin today :S got a cut on it :( 
the weather is complete shit!!!!! the summer doesn't exist anymore!!! i wants to have a bbq in kirstys garden!!!!!!!!!!!
off to caerdydd yfory gyda kirsty am mhenblwydd alex :) still haven't lost my welsh since school hhaha!
i'm welll tired after a week of work but the money is the most important aspect :)

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got a job at last. gonna be working in the prison :S gonna be weird but it's a job and i need one badly. i feel bad sponging off my parents so i'm glad ive got a job :)
daniel has gone away to prague :( i miss him loads already. dunno when i'm gonna get to speak to him which is the gayiest part of it. i wouldnt mind otherwise cos we've gone longer without seeing each other. 
not been doing much. bumming round mostly and wasting money on crap. seen harry potter tho :D they but loads of things out but never mind. the books are always better!!!!!

Thought id post something cos i'm bored and haven;t done this for a very long time.
uni is at an end :( been home for a week and i hate it already. i miss everyone at uni so much but it is good to chill out with kirsty and also daniel, but kirsty's better hahah!! 
its daniel's bday tomoro, bought him some pressies that i would enjoy haha! na i think he'd like them too, but meh.
its my birthday next wednesday :):) going out in swanners on the 16th should be a laugh like.
cant wait for my bady need money badly lol. applied to work in cosi :( baaaad thing but i need the cash!!!!!!!
maesteg is sooo boring :(:( i want to live by the beach! in september i will be leaving there YAY!!!! and next to my fav pub!! roll on next year!!!

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Was supposed to see the deftones last night, but chino's voice packed in and we couldnt!!! so the gig has been postponed to a later date hopefully!!!  but better an amazing gig at a later date than a crap one!!
all wasnt lost as i got to spend an extra night with daniel and i had a chinese!!

friday night was also ace!!! meal in franky and benny's!!! took some ace pictures :)
then on saturday i stayed in and watched sharpe with my mother!! sean bean is awesome!!!!!!!!!!! so all in all it wasn't a bad weekend at all! i did have a good time actually

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I am very happy at the mo! it's snowing, so there's no lectures on one of my busiest days :) ive started to look at flats for me and jenny. after last night i have realised the narrow escape i have made from living with a bunch of wank stains :) all is good my friends!!!

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OK just a general update. last week i crashed a christian meeting, saw a naked woman on stage and then heard a metallica being played on strings. all in all it was a very bizzare but interesting week! I also want bizzare things to happen this week cos it makes life more interesting and then you have some really good stories to tell the grand kids haha! 
i went to ponty on friday with kirsty to visit teri and amiee it was a very good night and a change of scene but i did not like the driving home when i was probably still drunk!!!!! 
lectures are back to normal and i'm currently house hunting! going to see deftones in under 2 months now :D and i've also got valentines day to look forward to when i shall be loved and fed chinese food! it's shaping up to be a good 2 months in store :D
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